I sometimes feel like stress is one of those mean girls in high school that tries to sabotage your entire existence. You’ll just be walking along, minding your own business, when all of a sudden stress pops up out of nowhere, insults your shoes, and ruins your day.
I just wish I knew how to handle it better. Currently my response to stress is as follows: Wig out for a few minutes, calm down for a few minutes and handle whatever the situation is, and then stuff whatever I can find into my mouth in order to try and forget the experience. This is not good.
Our sewage situation has gotten worse. We’re talking oozy nastiness coming up through the floors in the bathroom and then dripping down into the basement to defile and destroy whatever it finds there. We are now completely unable to use our plumbing. I’ve had to relocate back to my dad’s, and Drew will be spending some time at his parents’ house. It’s really making us nuts. The landlord claims he’s having trouble reaching a plumber. Really? Aren’t there like hundreds of plumbers in the Pittsburgh area? You couldn’t find just one to stop by and take a look at things?
So needless to say, with this stress and the annoyances I’m dealing with at work, my diet hasn’t exactly been my #1 priority. In fact it’s like I forgot I was dieting altogether. Yesterday I ate about a million cookies. Well, maybe not a million. But it may as well have been. I know I just have to buck up and do better today, but with nothing but stress to look forward to, is it any wonder that I just want to eat myself into oblivion?
Sorry for the downer post today. I think I just needed to vent. I feel a little better. Hopefully today will improve. I’m going to try and ride on the stationary bike here at work during my lunch, and hopefully that’ll ease some of the tension.
Hang in there everybody. We will survive this week!!